i hope somebody would know what i am really feeling…
i am struggling and no one dared to ask why..
i wanted to scream, but i can’t..
i know it would be wrong, but what else could i do
i tried to smile, but deep inside i wanedt to cry..
i can’t be this way forever and i want this to end.
i feel sad ’cause all i wanted was someone to listen, & yet no one cared
gosh! what’s happening… i thought i have changed… crying isn’t really terrible but i just don’t know how to stop it…! it’s ruining my nerves, making my eyes busted, my nose turning pink, and the second thing i know, everyone knows about it…
i can’t help but think, why am i like this sensitive. i cry easily, i got shivers when ever i am trying to stop it, and it just *poof*!.. tears start falling…
wish i could have someone who can make me stop this… but all i’ve got to do is wait…
i want to tell you everything but i just can’t, i ran out of words and my head is still stuck up with the events just this morning… and then i realize…
i don’t wanna expect so much again, ’cause i know it will damn[can't think of a word] HURT!
-emo mode-
