Posts Tagged ‘me’

adiktus.. [:

yey! i’m finally back! [for a very while]

i’m just taking the opportunity to be with my family! huhu [i miss them na kasi]

anyway!..
i’m currently…

_beating a high score! @ orisinal games – just click this if you want to check it out.. [:

_into korean songs..

& we've just ended our pre-clinical rotation & we'll be starting our CHN rotation this monday [bukas!]…

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i’m dreading for our upcoming prelim exam! [there's nothing in my head!! *honestly* ]..

i want to share a lot of things from my past experience on our hospital exposure but i guess it’ll be silly.. [i'm just like talking to myself!!] duhh!! [: but i don’t care.. i’m happy..

wish me luck!

boredom

actually, this ain’t boredom! i’m just acting like i am bored, though i’m so fixed up with my very busy schedules, tied up to my studies, without having time for myself[exagge], or even hangin’ out! [as if naa'y datung:]…

well, this is life.. i need to face it.. people come, people go!.. but the best part is, finding out who will stay in the rain with you!.. [char lang]

gi-mingaw lang bitaw ko sa ako’ng life 2ng una!.. [hah! nag-bisaya na].. it’s as if, i’m not me.. there were changes, some things were lost, some were gained.. but the good part is…

i am still me :]

how i want to be remembered [my general pscychology essay]

Being remembered, either by those people I know, those I don’t, or both can be a great accomplishment for me, or even for all of us, especially when remembered in a good way. I consider being remembered as a task for each one of us, & even God wants to be remembered, but the question says ‘how’.

I have been asked the same question as this before, and I would say ‘in the nicest way possible’, and I have been thinking if that was really how I wanted it to be, and I know deep inside of me, it was not.

I really thought of being remembered by those people I know as someone who had moved their lives and had made it a better one. A person who had made them smile even for a while, or someone whom they know that will brighten up their day, someone who had ruin someone’s life for a day or two? but has been an inspiration for them to succeed, and a person who is worth remembering. I want to be remembered as a person that will serve as a model to all, not only on the good things i have done, but also to the mistakes i have made, that they would not be able to do the same thing again. I want to be known not only because of fame or popularity, but because of the things i have done.

Most of all, I want to be remembered by others as me. I want them to know the real ‘Bea’, someone who will help them when they’ll need her, someone who wants others to be happy, which eventually will make her feel happy as well, someone who wants to tell the world what she likes and the one who wants to express her feelings when she wants to; no secrets, no lies. I don’t want to dies without revealing what’s in my head, what i think and feel, and yearn for.